Sun King 4

I Should Have Known Better

I should have known... that honey would not give up it's hold in just one day.
I should have known... that pop rocks and soda are really just a bandaid for a sad heart.

I should have known... that headbands don't bend that way.
I should have known... that using Weakerthans lyrics as your status can make it seem like you are after something you actually aren't.
I should have known... that I would be jealous again.
I should have known... that it would cost me to call that often.
I should have know... that it would cost me in more then one way.

I should have known... that vanilla vodka and lemonade would not taste awesome together.

I should have known... getting it off my mind would be hard as fuck.
I should have known... that I am a silly girl and I had my hopes WAY to high (in several separate situations).

I should have known... that playing ball in a new shirt was really an invitation to get it muddy.

I should have known... that a walk around the lake in flip flops is a bad idea.

I should have known... that a lingering touch can fuck things up pretty bad.

I should have known... he wasn't sincere.

I should have known better.

A Day In The Life

I am all alone today. It is quiet and I am slightly freaking out... but in a good way. Today I am going to :

• Bake some cookies or a cake because I bribed the kids into cleaning up the kitchen with said cookies or cake.
• Paint something. I saw some watercolors yesterday that really made me want to do some paintings.
• Play some Wii. I want to get my Wii age really low and my baseball skills really high.
• Try to find something to read. I am reading The Zombie Survival Guide but I don't feel really book satisfied... I want to find something that will make me feel better.
• Listen to music really loud because I am alone and I want to fill the silence.
• Update my podcasts so I can listen to 40 Year Old Boy which I think I love as much as I do Jordan, Jesse Go! (which is saying A LOT!) (I feel like Jesse Thorn is a bit like Beetlejuice ... or Bloody Mary.... but in the best possible way).
• Go to an awesome Weakerthans concert which is sure to rock my face off!

So far I have :

• Woken up at 10:30 am
• Ate some rice and made some lemonade
• Read some blogs and Internet comics
• Talked on the phone about baked beans and passports
• Stretched out on my couch and done fuck all

Sounds like an okay day don't you think?

~

This is the story of the boys who loved you

Who love you now and loved you then

And some were sweet and some were cold and snuffed you

And some just layed around in bed

And some, they crumbled you straight to your knees

Did it cruel, did it tenderly

Some, they crawled their way into your heart

To rend your ventricles apart

From Us To You

An Excerpt from a Conversation With Luke

Aimee- I'm going to fall in love with a ringmaster's son and run away with him. You can have my stuff. And my room.
Luke -No
Aimee - Are you forbidding me to run away with the ringmasters son?
Luke - Sea*
Aimee - This just makes me want him more!

I love it!

*We randomly speak Gaelic to each other.
Sea = Yes

Glad All Over

A Quick List of Things

1. I have a new bike! His name is Noah and he is Beautiful with a capitol 'B'! I don't think I have ever loved a bike more then this. Now I just need the weather to get better...


2. The circus is going to be set up across the street from me and I could not be more excited. I have it in my mind that having circus folk running around will be awesome (I will fall in love with a ring master's son and we will run away together.... right?).


3. My new hair cut is the best decision I have made in a long time. I actually feel cute sometimes.


4. I'm pretty excited to hang out in Moose Lake this summer. It will rock a lot of face to get out of Regina for a while and to hang out with Shannon.


5. I'm becoming more known in places where I would like to be well known... this is good news!


6. I am enjoying not working. I worry all he time that I made a bad choice but when I take a break from worrying I just feel happy, so that's a plus.


7. Things might actually work this time.... *knock on wood*

I feel pretty good today.

My love for her is unnatural!

What You're Doing

I decided today to go back to the day I joined Facebook and collect all my statuses. Here goes...



Aimee is sick but alive

Aimee is home from impromptu Camping

Aimee is trying to get through the week without killing someone

Aimee is wishing she had a Bodhrán

Aimee is waking up from her 15 hour sleep

Aimee is having a long weekend!

Aimee is swooning

Aimee is taking care of a 6 toed kitten

Aimee is bleeding plaid in anticipation!

Aimee is bleeding plaid in retrospect!

Aimee is feeling low

Aimee is sick of being called sunshine.... as well as being sick in general

Aimee is happy

Aimee is thinking about March

Aimee is a master of the stamp making craft

Aimee is trying to clean... but would rather be doing something else.... so call her!

Aimee is in love with Tom Lefroy

Aimee is the proud owner of a new sofa

Aimee is not even close to being ready for tomorrow and is lame....

Aimee is an Auntie!

Aimee is in a state of hysterical rapture and ecstasy...aka she's a swoonin'

Aimee is an Aunty AGAIN AGAIN!!

Aimee is done with it all

Aimee is a reluctant warrior

Aimee is noticing the spaces in between the stars

Aimee is a human cash register

Aimee is thankful for....

Aimee is weak

Aimee is questioning things

Aimee is running around yelling HAPPY HALLOWEEN and throwing candy corn

Aimee is in need of a blue party

Aimee is not to blame for her actions

Aimee is cold

Aimee is ... *swoon*

Aimee is unsure

Aimee is FULL of Shirley Temples. 2 buckets is too many apparently

Aimee is a reluctant java Nazi

Aimee is has wants loves should ... Aimee Tetreault is a verb stacker

Aimee is poking people... poke back if you fucking LOVE the Riders!!!

Aimee is hating her computer

Aimee is still here..... anyone?.... no?

Aimee is an awkward girl at best... she does like you though

Aimee is lost

Aimee can say what she wants without trying to weave an "is" into it!

Aimee is counting down. ~4~

Aimee is counting down. ~3~

Aimee is counting down. ~2~

Aimee is counting down ~1~

Aimee wonders "Am I dying or is this my birthday?"

Aimee had a wonderful birthday! Thank you all so much!

Aimee is running for mayor.... please vote for her and get that non-cleaning up his own tea pot ass out

Aimee can say her phone number in roman numerals and she wishes everyone a Happy New Year! Also she likes ratios and haikus

Aimee had a hard day

Aimee is a rusty kilt pin

Aimee is MIA

Aimee has nothing going on this weekend.... any takers?

Aimee is STILL crying!

Aimee LOVES the song All I Want Is You

Aimee has a fish named Maurice

Aimee says RIP Maurice

Aimee says " Happy Pancake Day everyone!!!!"

Aimee wants you

Aimee thanks the Heavenly teacher

Aimee is ready now

Aimee is going to Europe

Aimee is wishing it was her .... just a bit

Aimee had a really good day. Thank You

Aimee is here for ART, sir!

Aimee is IRISH!!!

Aimee is back for ART, sir!

Aimee thinks the bank can go fuck it's self

Aimee is trying to focus

Aimee is in LONDON!

Aimee is known in the hostel as Canada... or the Canadian

Aimee also known as Go Tinky Twinky Canada the Canadian

Aimee is ready for some crack

Aimee LOVES TEMPLE BAR

Aimee wishes she too was a wizard

Aimee is STILL drinking that Druid she bought for a euro fifty.... they are bottomless!

Aimee is off the map

Aimee aka Mrs. Finn Fiercestormeyes

Aimee can't afford to even be here...

Aimee IS HOME!!!!

Aimee feels spiral-y

Aimee believes that happiness isn't happiness without a violin-playing goat

Aimee is needy for a weedy, shy guy

Aimee is thankful her trip to the doctor ended as well as it did... despite the pills

Aimee should be sleeping... but naming fake babies is so much more fun

Aimee is a bullet dodger

Aimee is hand-built by robots

Aimee is a red crayon

Aimee is going to go bike riding soonish she thinks

Aimee wishes she was a ghost bee

Aimee wonders if she's making all the right moves

Aimee thinks she might have fucked things up again

Aimee realizes the enormity of what she does not know and never will

Aimee is an appletini

Aimee has a cell phone again! It's the same number so call me people!

Aimee is sorry

Aimee is not sure what she doesn't know

Aimee is trying to keep it together

Aimee kisses are bound to get her in trouble... said the Internet to her

Aimee hates her bed room and NEEDS to sleep!!

Aimee is a silly hat

Aimee was told that the 3 jobs she should consider are: Dancer, Boxer, Surgeon. What do you think?

Aimee could feel better

Aimee fears being stabbed

Aimee fears a lot of things now. But being stabbed is still pretty high on the list

Aimee is hopeless

Aimee is going to be free again

Aimee is not going to be as free as she had hoped, it seems... fuck

Aimee loves you like fireworks

Aimee had a CrAZy night!!

Aimee is Lightning

Aimee is a green apple jelly bean

Aimee Just wants to know Why you are eyeing her lemon drink?

Aimee will be 19 until the day she turns 20

Aimee is wishing for things

Aimee is a shot thief

Aimee is going to play in the rain

Aimee is totally freaking out today....

Aimee is a blueberry flavoured Popsicle

Aimee is in love with a traveling boy

Aimee is trying

Aimee is sick

Aimee is glad you exist

Aimee is an ass

Aimee was abandoned

Aimee has a traveler soul

Aimee is made of string and cardboard

Aimee is all alone this weekend

Aimee wants to punch you

Aimee is SO sick!!

Aimee can't believe it's been a year!

Aimee is ready for something new

Aimee is defeated

Aimee is not a good person

Aimee still cries when she reads The Outsiders

Aimee has 16 red helium balloons

Aimee wants to know someone who is in love with Italian food

Aimee is looking for a guy who is worth the under wire

Aimee thinks season 3 might kill her!!! I heart Barney so hard!!

Aimee 's head hurts like a bitch

Aimee loves the Halloween Tree so hard!

Aimee is a canolli!

Aimee has wii arm

Aimee says FUCK YOU WORLD!!

Aimee likes songs about coloured dresses. HAPPY HALLOWWEENNN PEOPLES!!!!!!

Aimee is SO lucky! Thank God for good news!

Aimee worries for his life

Aimee doesn't give a fuck about cumbersome soup spoons

Aimee is going to get boozed up, compliments of the boss

Aimee sure would like it if someone thought she was like the northern lights

Aimee is looking at Cari all crazy like

Aimee suffers from a potentially fatal case of pickled stupidity

Aimee is sick and her hand hurts

Aimee 's arms are full of lullabies, orchids and wine. Her memory is wrapped within paper and twine

Aimee never learns

Aimee never learns. SERIOUSLY!

Aimee is an epoch failure

Aimee is Russian; she has an urgent appointment

Aimee thinks that strange women lying in ponds distributing swords is a fine basis for a system of government

Aimee avoids alliterations almost always

Aimee needs a time machine

Aimee knows it's expensive but calls to England make her feel better

Aimee is 20

Aimee loves you all!

Aimee wants rice and lemonade

Aimee thanks everyone who came out last night. It was her favorite party in 20 years!

Aimee losiest loser that ever lost!

Aimee wishes you all a Merry Christmas!

Aimee thinks she's pretty much over it now....

Aimee is familiar with the works of Pablo Neruda

Aimee is not fond of the new year

Aimee needs another adventure

Aimee wants more

Aimee is being all honest lately.... its odd

Aimee was not not drunk at work today....

Aimee is like a superhero with no powers or motivation

Aimee is the girl who put the laughter in manslaughter

Aimee feels like the northern lights

Aimee has returned

Aimee is sleepy and vodka-y

Aimee is sleepy, and vodka-y, and cold, and she wants a red parka, and she wants a time machine, and she's sorry everyone! Tomorrow she is going to be a better person

Aimee is another word for Tequila

Aimee does feel shitty

Aimee is SICK

Aimee is prepared to meet her Maker. Whether her Maker is prepared for the great ordeal of meeting her is another matter

Aimee remembers about 60% of last night....

Aimee knew if she bought the cup she'd end up in jail

Aimee would take her sinking boat and point it home if she knew the way

Aimee loves Miss Carton and wishes for a miracle

Aimee remembers her joie de vivre

Aimee would hug you if there wasn't an ocean in the way

Aimee hopes she would live....

Aimee has golden pants!

Aimee is the greatest sailor known to man or wolf

Aimee can't wait for REAL St. Patrick's Day now!

Aimee is sick of being sick

Aimee is aiming for heaven but she will most likely end up down in hell

Aimee plans to live forever. So far so good

Aimee gets the shivers when she drinks Absinthe

Aimee is a lumberjack and she's okay; she drinks all night and she works all day

Aimee is an imaginary menagerie manager imagining managing an imaginary menagerie

Aimee a.k.a Awesome Pocket

Aimee 's phone is fucked so don't bother calling or texting

Aimee lost EVERYTHING from her old phone! I need your numbers people

Aimee spent the day making Guinness stew, soda bread and Irish Cream brownies

Aimee yells at the top of her lungs "HAPPY FUCKING ST.PATRICK'S DAY EVERYONE!!" Sláinte

Aimee 's curse is Adam's curse. She had a thought for no one's but your ears

Aimee . What a joke! What a Pelé!

Aimee had a very odd night.....

Aimee 's face was just rocked off!!!

Aimee might actually be free this time.....

Aimee did it!

Aimee is a crazy person

Aimee o.O

Aimee will walk on, walk on, walk on. She can't go back now ♪

Aimee And I have nothing to do with it

Aimee baked cookies this morning. What should she do now?

Bad to Me

I Hate Boys........!

I would like to sing you a song

hem hem...

♪Oh bright minds of poverty
Hold on to your heart won liberties
And discard your store bought realities
Don’t let them take, the joy that you make
On your own
Work when you need to maybe
Don’t let ‘em bleed you baby
They do nothing more than feed you lady
Don’t let them take, the joy that you make
On your own
Don’t fuss, don’t fight it no
Take that wrong and right it ho
Can always live on rice and potatoes
Take your heart’s candle and relight it

I quit my Job, I’m free today

Should be proud of where I am
All my friends work their dreams with their hands
And truly this is the promised land
Don’t kill yourself about making it
Just be takin it easy but be takin it
There’s enough out there who are fakin it
Don’t let them take, the joy that you make
On your own♪

P.S. I want him to sign my boobs more then ever!

Don't Bother Me

I have not been feeling well this week. My hip/leg is up to no good again (it's been a VERY long time so I'm not really complaining about it... I know how the world likes to work against me so I'm trying to look at the upside to things). Needless to say I stayed home due to said leg/hip problems (I was unable to walk properly and standing for long periods of time hurts like a son of a bitch!). My boss felt it was appropriate to call my house after my not coming in had been brought to her attention to ask if I was "Sick sick or 'hungover sick'?" I was furious and hurt. ONE time people! I have missed work because of a hangover/ still being drunk the next day once! AND I'm the first one to admit it people! I guess this makes me a liar and huge lush (don't even get my fucking started on people thinking I'm some sort of drunk... seriously!). If that wasn't bad enough the new guy (whom I fucking hate!) went around saying to customers (Amanda is the only documented customer but this kid can't shut his fucking trap so I;m sure there were more) that I was out with the "O'Hanlon's Flu."

FUCK THIS SHIT!!!

I am getting closer and closer to the end of my rope people. Anyone who knows my temper must see that the amount of time I have kept it together is quite a feat.... take shelter people.....

~

Movies, TV screens reflect just what you expected

There's a world of shiny people somewhere else

Out there following their bliss

Living easy, getting kissed

While you wonder what else you're doing wrong

And every day it starts again

You cannot say if you're happy

You keep trying to be

Try harder, maybe,

Maybe, this is not your year.

This is not your year